Things have not been the same
since the day I went away. Fear, sorrow, annoyance, and stress has filled me up
for the next 2 months. At times, the notion of helplessness has consumed me,
not knowing what’s going to happen next. I wish I could say it out loud that I have
enough but considering others feelings I remain silent.
When people asked me what my
Dream? I love to tell them what I want but life isn’t a straight line for me. Sometimes
I wonder, why am I the only one here when things happen. Why they can pursue
their dreams and I am the only one in here.
I cared a lot for them who
lived apart, as I can’t split myself up into two to be with them.
I tried to be strong during
the day, as nightfall no one’s know how sorrowful my hearts ache as tears flow
like a river.
I hope the sky would clear up
the gray clouds and shine in my life with laughter once more.
